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Thursday, April 14, 2005
The Architect


He marched in oddity
Down his very own aisle
In a bizarre direction
Only his psyche knows
Then he grinned, and then he frowned
Then he screamed!
And then they laughed
For he was and no-one else
And so they say
Perhaps crazy is this man.

He built his vast realm
A world bigger than the sun
And he is the king
He rules everything
Beyond the common system
In his own fashion
Created a cube planet
In an infinite galaxy
Inviting all the comets
In brilliance and glory and pride.

He craves for the night
Strength hides in the dusk
Wits dwells in obscurity
Guts veiled by gloom
Eyes watching 'til dawn
- A black hole
Who abhors the sun
And the mirror that condemns
He cursed them all
And worshipped shadows.

The old pencil in his hand
Is his magic wand
And the thin leaf is the carpet
For his mystic ride
He'll look at the ocean
To the meadows then to the sky
Seeking for something
Inspirations; Inspirations
At last he's ready
To build the edifice of your desire.

'Twas the crack of dawn
And he's still wide awake
With hands exhausted
Took his guitar
And played his music zealous
In accord with the gnaws of his belly
With his crimson windows of soul
Hemmed in thick heavy murkiness
Slowly, it closed
And he slept in trance all day.


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Thursday, April 07, 2005
"Imeldific" Redefined

I protest
Against your dogmatic lexicon
Against your perverse definition
Out of a
name so holy
Out of
my saintly “Imelda”
You created a word
That blaring sound of “Imeldific”
A portrayal
Of a woman of profligacy

Of discontentment
You created a junk
A bigoted glossary
So let me not heed it
Keep it off my reach

For I feel it be worthy
Scorched in fiery.

I protest
For the
insult so horrendous
Better be
it ambiguous
For my dear Imelda
Has only but a pair of shoes
And it’s wooden and old
Yet she’ll buy no more
A contented
soul
On a shallow brook of bliss
Heart craves not for diamonds
But for the light oh her child’s face
And she could walk barefoot
On a hot vast desert
With her child
cuddled in her arms
And her throat barren
Yet eyes delightful and proud.

I protest
For the gist so thick
Of that word, “Imeldific”
For my Imelda deserves not
Your blinkered
delineation
For she is a deity of splendor
Of simplicity and unassuming nature
A saint of unconditional devotion
The sun of the vain world
The moon of my dismal cavern
The infinity of music
Her womb, my sanctuary
Bore me into innocence
And hands
that heal
Sowed me in glory
Gratis… everything, gratis...

“Imeldific”, a dulcet mantra
So let me praise thy hallowed name
With her immortal empathy
Tantamount to compassion unbounded
My hero and my refuge
Unrivaled, unsurpassed
Need no pope
Need no lawful rituals
Devotee,
I am
Whilst she is my saint
And she’ll pray for me
Cry for me
Die for me
And I shall, too
For my dearest Imelda…
My dearest mother…


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Peccavi



  I have sinned

In the eyes of your God
In the eyes of His Son
And in the eyes of His Mother.

   I have sinned
Against your holy scriptures
Against your churches
Against your ministers.

   I have sinned
I never kept my Sabbath
I never trusted the Bible
I never vowed unto the Pope.

   "I have sinned"
I heed it echo in my head
Chanted by chorales
As the priests declare.

   I have sinned
Yet I am a proud reprobate
And never a penitent man
For my mother says I'm noble.

   I have sinned
As I chose to live in peace
Against the ethnicity and mores
Against my religion.

   I have sinned
To the people of the world
Against the creed of the saints
But never to myself.


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Pulong ng mga Hari



May pulong na naman kami
Doon sa alamid ng mga panggap na amis
Na bukas raw ang pinto sa mga yagit
May pagyakag ang isipang may lohika
Ngunit tila 'di matigatig
Ang tambal ng tinatamad kong tungkod
Masahol pa sa isang itang kadidighay
Ako'y hapo, nagpaalam muli sa'ming dekano
Mata'y sinisipsip ng alangaang mapang-akit
Anas ng diwa, hilik o obligasyon?

At aking tinahak ang lubak-lubak na kalye
Patungo sa palasyo ng mga maalihutsang uliran
Nagunguluntoy sa suot na barong
Para sa'n kaya gayong reglamento?
Ah, maskara, at sagradong marka!
Na dapat kapitagan niyong mga layak
Dinatnan ang mga deputado sa isang alimpuyo
Sampu ng mga tripulanteng kunwa'y walang paki
Mag-iisang buwan na itong argumento
"Si kap, sawa na sa'ming kalihim."

At nagislap ang pangil ng mga panot na konsehal
Tumindig, tila gitla itong si Kagawad Uno
Binasahan si Kap ng isang artikulo
Tila ba piskal, aklat ang pintakasi
May pagsusog si Kagawad Dos sa matalik na kaibigan
'Tong si konsehal, isa pang kunwa'y paham
Humaplit isang hiyaw, "AKO ANG KAPITAN!"
At siya'y sinampal ng nakapipikong aglahi
Sa sama ng loob, muntik nang inagas
Salamat, ako sa gayo'y mamad na.

Kanya-kanyang kahihiyan!
Kanya-kanyang pithaya!
Nakangingilong mga parunggit!
Nakakasawang mga paulit-ulit na ngasngas!
May mga daliring mapag-tudla
May hayap sa mga dila't higing na nakakasugat
Tila mga labuyo ang asal
Lahat sila'y mga lakan
Mga puso'y pinamumugaran ng alap-ap
Hala't 'di na agpang mga tinuturan.

Naglalaro si malikot na hiraya
Handugan ko kaya sila'ng tig-iisang eskopeta
Patawarin ako sa hungkag na indayog ng isipan
"Labin-limang minutong pahinga!"
Proklama ni kapitang may latay ng ngitngit
Sabay sindi sa kani-kanyang patpat ng buhay
Na kanina pang naghihintay mahalikan nitong apoy
Paabyog-abyog sa silid habang humihithit
Eskupidor and bintana, palababaha'y nakadidiri
At sila'y hinati ng mga palamarang adhikain.

Saglit na naparam, mapang-uyam na mga ingay
At ako'y pumalaot sa pananabik sa minandal
'Tong bulsa ni Kap, habang tumatagal, sumisikip
At nagbalik isa-isa sa kani-kaniyang trono
"Hatiin ang palasyo!" utos ng hari
Isa-isang kinumpisal, ginto't guwang na hagap
Parang isang duwelo ng mga dambuhalang eskriba
Oposisyo'y duguan, ngisi ang sa mayoridad
"Yao'y walang bisa!" sigaw ng nauna
Ganito rin dati, ganito rin.

At nang halumigmig sa sikmura'y kumurot
Nang umawit ang hamog ng kalaliman ng gabi
Inilansag ang pulong ng mga mararangal
Kasabay ng mga palalong ngiti ng pahimakas
Sa gitna ng nalilito't naliligaw na alimpuyo
Tila ba isang epikong 'di maaninag ang wakas
Ng lakas ng mga latak ng magigiting na bayani
Ng katusuhan ng mga ligaw na dahak
At walang sinuman ang nakababatid
Kung kailan matatapos 'tong pulong ng mga hari.







Posted at 11:48 pm by bullsharklady
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Life Isn't Supposed to be Complicated


 
If only man thinks rationally,
If only the human brain holds proper logic,
If we only prefer to live in realism,
Life wouldn't be complicated at all.
But sadly some were born idealists
Understand that the reward of romanticism is not always delight,
But frustrations, too
And extreme disillusionments.
Worst is, when it reached the depths of despair,
Where man could be provoked to cease his own life.

Life isn't supposed to be complicated
If we only understand its simplicity.
But very few realize how simple life is
Most have always believed that life is filled with convolutions
Never without struggles and pain,
Never without grieving and regrets.
They are wrong.

Man designs his own life
He is the architect of his individual existence
And he shall choose a concept or character for its structure
It can be Gothic, Romanesque, or Baroque in style
It can be of modern, futuristic, or primitive kind
And his folks and nature were just supposed to spice it up
And never to make his days fed-up.

Life isn't supposed to be complicated
If you only try to calm down while your house is burning
Relax though you know a killer's behind you
Smile though a scoundrel inflames you
Welcome a police officer telling he's got warrant-of-arrest
Snigger though a judge declares you're guilty.
For calming down in such circumstances is not silliness
As long as you think sensibly not on how to run off
But on how to shift your frame of mind into a buoyant one
To gather enough courage and shrewdness
So as to escape from useless deliriums.

Calm down
Life isn't that harsh.
Not as unsympathetic as you suppose.
Life is ours to rule
But we must rule it not in a planet of ideals
Optimism is not bad, but too much can lead us to lunacy
We exist in a tangible planet
Therefore, we must live in reality
Yes, reality bites, but it only bites
While man has the capacity to swallow it whole.
Let man realize one day,
"Life isn't complicated at all."


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Ang Misteryo ng Musika


Sa bawat nota
   May nakakubling hiwaga;

      Sa bawat kataga
         May anas na mahimala;
            Sa bawat tunog
               May aliwat ng enigma;
                  At kada bersikulo
                     May bugtong na 'di masagot
                        Ng sinumang makata
                           O imahen ng dibinidad;
                              'Pagkat ang musika
                                 Walang diyos, walang ama;
                                    Iniluwal ng misteryo
                                       Upang milagro'y isaboy
                                            Doon sa mga siniil
                                                Nang maiahon sa hapis;
                                                   Doon sa sanggol
                                                      Nang humupa sa pagtangis;
                                                         Doon sa lumawong
                                                            Diyos ay itinakwil;
                                                               Doon sa mga pusong
                                                               Sa poot ay ginalis;
                                                            At mga apostata'y 
                                                         Pinanunumbalik
                                                      Ng munting melodiyang
                                                   Sa dibdib nakaliligis;
                                                Tila 'sang punebreng
                                             Nakalalamlam ng ngiti;
                                          Lalo't 'pag sinariwa
                                       Mga rekwerdong mapighati;
                                    Sa bawat awit
                                 May hamog na humihilom;
                              Sa bawat tugtog
                           May palahaw na hamon;
                        Sa bawat ritmo
                     May salamangkang bulong;
                  At sa bawat pagpiyok
               May dibuho ng delusyon;
            'Pagkat ang epikasya
        Ng inmortal na musika
   Matalinghaga...
MISTERYOSA...


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Thou Shall Not Make a Mother Cry



Thou shall not make a mother cry

Or thou shall mourn forever
For a mother is a saint
Have sinned, but have paid
The day she bore you in pain
When her husband grew vain
And when you turned away
Her bliss and hope refrained.

Thou shall not make a mother cry
For thou shall be a mother, too
And you shall fear the very day
You give birth unto your first child
The infant shall be your joy
But soon will dig a void
Of anguish in your aged heart
And guilt for the rest of your days.

Thou shall not make a mother cry
For she is a woman and a mother
She'll give you the most unconditional love
Yet shall seek no recompense
And she has only one desire
To see you loved and respected
By your husband and your children
Like she had never experienced.

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Resurgam


I am plagued
by a brutal disease
The legendary whizzes cannot identify
Experts declared,
"It is inoperable!"
A permanent malady
that will destroy me anytime.

Basically, I call it
"world abhorrence"
Sporadically,
"humanity abomination"
The world begins to disgust me
out of its idiocy
An aversion I do not really fear.

Heard a rumor,
it sounds hilarious but probable
And so I prepared myself from the assassins
In every twenty men,
two are my eradicators
One is hired,
the other is an eager volunteer.

But this disease
makes me sleepless at nights
Leaving me restless
and shaking in bed 'til dusk
I have to be wakeful and vigilant at all time
It's so tricky
not knowing you're dead before now.

I wish I could just stay home for years
So I would not see
their denouncing eyes
Yet I know this abode
is not safe enough to keep me
So good,
I have a brilliant dog to detect bombs.

I do not wish to be a noble man
It can't be,
I am poor
My only desire is to breathe in peace
But how could it be
when I don't have freedom?

The last time I relished peace
was when they dub me "fetus"
Save for when I was born,
I felt the harsh world
If I could only return back
to mama's womb
But I can't, so I must be tough
under the heat and cold.

I have no friends,
I have no origin
I'm a perfect stranger
in a perfectly strange planet
Mama told me
never to talk to srangers
I obeyed her,
'til my life grew miserable.

Hear me panting in my room,
I shall not live for long
This disease wanes
my body and my hope
I am justly above suspicion,
but I am unjustly reviled
By this planet colonized
by bird-brained apes.

There is no use to battle
for this life and poor verve
When the entire world
hungrily seeks for its banishment
I'd rather live a day
on earth in bliss
Than a hundred years
of despondency.

I'd like to kill my self,
but let the guilt be yours
Please behead me slowly,
or burn me unhurriedly
So those faces and voices
would be etched in my mind
So the hunting and the haunting
would be truly easy.

I am prepared to face my doom
But folks,
lend me your ears for the last time
I shall not bid adieu
for I shall rise again
You shall fear the future
where your debts await to be paid.

When my disease is healed,
I shall rise again...
From ashes!
From dusts!
From fire!
I shall rise again...

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Questions of a Mislaid Soul






Do you see me God?

When I bleed?
When I kneel down of my knees?
Perhaps you do see me
But pretended you were blind.

Do you hear me God?
When I pray?
When I cry for all the pain?
Perhaps you do hear me
But pretended you were deaf.

Do you feel me God?
When I touch you?
When I slapped you on your face?
Perhaps you do feel me
But pretended you were callous.

Do you love me God?
When I hated you?
When I tried to walk away from you?
Perhaps you do love me
But pretended you never care.


Would you take me God?
When I’m dead?
When I’m done with my days here on earth?
Perhaps you won’t take me
And say, “I do not know you,” pretentiously…

Posted at 11:39 pm by bullsharklady
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My Sweet Doom


Come

   You patient shadow
      Do you hear me?
           Take me now if you wish
               I shall not hide from you.

               Yes, I know
            You're there beside me
         I hear your silky footsteps
      I feel your frosty breath
You want me.

Please
   Let me sleep tonight

      I feel you on my bed
         Humming ghostly chants
            Rocking my cradle.

            Oh big spiders in my room!
         Big black creepy spiders
      Hemming webs on the ceiling
   For the entrapment of my soul
I know who you are.

So you abhor mirrors!
   Why my dear shadow?
      Let me unveil your face
         Your sinister unsightly face
            A pathetic facade of supremacy.

            Who asks for my soul?
         Heaven? Or hell?
      It doesn't matter.
    My poignant carcass is ready
To endure the flight of verdict.

For this heart to appreciate
   My few days of ecstasy
      On my forlorn days of being
         Slow and painful
            Let me pass away.

            As I take your hand, shadow
         Let the earth taste my blood
      Let it grow an eerie thyme
   Perhaps it could sow
A new quintessence of lucidity.

Bothered my dear shadow?
   A frantic epitome of dusk?
      How could it be?
         When you are my silhouette of murk?
            I can, in no way escape from your obscurity.

            My time?
         I shall never flee
      With arms widely open
   While mama's eyes glitter in woe
I shall come with you shadow.

Where do we go?
   In the dreamland?
      But if you shall leave me
         Here in the purgatory of vagueness
            I shall not want you fade, shadow...


Posted at 11:36 pm by bullsharklady
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